Dear Trash,
I don’t know if it’s me or you.
Are you only attracted to something sturdy because you’re rachet? If I’m your last resting place, who was your first?
It’s always the same. Cheap white plastic drooling at the corners. I see you straggle in. You tell stories about parties while I hear who used you. Friends, you say. They’ll never see you again. You smell like flavored apple cigars, but the good kind.
How could you know the difference?
Empty boxes of cigarettes with the foil left shining almost look like chocolate. It’s a special treat., you claim. Every time it opens up, the packaging is still inside.
Or maybe it’s me. I like to be the protector: the white night in the morning. I love the way you shine even when you’re empty. Don’t tell me you haven’t felt the way I hold on.
I know you hate everything, but you know you love me.
I make you you belong.
Sincerely,
Your dumpster fire
Object Relations 